A Sense of Power

I've come to discover that I feel this incredible sense of power knowing that I can turn people on (primarily my boyfriend, but there's evidence from others). This occurs primarily through discussing my masturbatory activities, which are generally well documented over on Kittenhate.

I had a pretty damn good time playing with myself last night, involving a vibrator, dildo, showerhead, and 2 hours of time. In passing this afternoon, I mentioned to my boyfriend that I spent time playing last night. He always likes hearing about what I've done, but his kids were still at home. This succeeded in teasing him pretty well and getting him a bit worked up for later.

He called back later after his kids were out of the house. After some boring small talk and discussion of random news stories found online, I said something that reminded him that I had an erotic story to tell him. He asked if he should get his toy and I told him it was up to him (he didn't get it). After a couple interruptions by incoming phone calls, I finally managed to tell him about how I played with myself, fucking myself hard, and coming many many times over the course of 2 hours. By the time I finished, he said he was hard as hell and could probably cum pretty fast. All from listening to how I masturbated last night. I started talking dirty to him, telling him how much I wanted to suck and fuck him. In little more than a minute he was cumming.

This gave me an incredible sense of power. I've felt it before, but never really considered it until today. I love the fact that I can easily turn someone on, even if I'm not the epitome of today's skewed beauty standard. This ability to turn others on (and make them cum) also turns me on. I get horny knowing that I've gotten my boyfriend off. I get a horny little twist in my stomach when I get messages from people saying that my stories turned them on. I like that I have the power to turn them on, and in turn, that the power turns me on.